--> unit leader --> team leader. then i paiseh keep bothering him so i ask him see me is it v scared liao then he say no ah still very happy. HAHAHA so sweet!!!!! i think my colleagues are soooooooo much nicer than the previous team i was attached to :DDDDDDDDD

my direct supervisor knows i go home very on time then he like to tease me say he want to transfer to bipm (my previous group) cos so eng eng cheng cheng. today i leave ard 6.05 then he smile smile at me and say he must find some work for me to do. lol! but even if i alot of work i will also try to drop everything and leave at 6 ^_^

WAHAHAHA. now if i can go travel everything would be perfect. okay i shall add that to my bdae wishlist.

yesterday met up with silly weiding. haha. rather happy to see him. he was telling me all the stories of his notorious sec 3 life. then i keep niaming him to study hard. but he also tell me v horrendous stories like he will down one box of tic tac before exam then go into exam will sugar rush won't fall aslp, even got time to check his work. wa i hear liao hair stand. but apparently he went for some test then found out he got reading disability so literature he take very long to read his text. now i know why he used to be so nua for maths. die also dun wan read qn. -_-

but it was good to see him! and he being the paiseh but full-of-rubbish guy insisted on buying subway cookies for me to bring home. lol!

=D

Sunday, 5 July 2009

my birthday wishlist for 2009

1. i still wish my friends would tell me what they want for their birthdays. ROAR.

2. alot alot of secret recipe mango delight cake. ALOT. ALOT ALOT.

3. lumix TZ-7 (i will buy so i can go travel)

4. the new hair style i didn't get last yr?

5. i want my watch to become magically white

6. MONEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

7. my friends to give me a happy memory to last me till the next yr

8. i decided i don't want anything that is unusable after i opened my drawer today and found it crowded with stuff i haven't touched for months.

9. i want to go travel this yr.

10. i am so freaking gian to get a new laptop!

yest my small sis, my bro and my mum and me went for dinner at JP then we went to eat new york new york (even though i kinda dislike it after sheila poh found hair in her food even after changing it 3 times).

anyway, so back to the topic. new york new york is not the main character. the main character is BAKERZIN. TADAAAA. my small sis bought 3 slices of cookies & cream cheesecake (or oreo cheesecake) from BAKERZIN and TADAAAAAA. it is very nice! i dun like cheese cakes cos it's too creamy in its solid form for my liking but yest's cheesecake is very very very nice. the cheese is light and combined with the oreo is just very very nice. the best thing is one cake is only 18 DOLLARS!!!! omg. that's like 1 plus dollar for each slice. so i bought one whole cake today. and i was sort of high while carrying my cake back home. i realise cakes just make me v happy. i will feel like jumping up and down and up and down (inside my head).

but my fav cake is still mango delight if it's priced at 70RM (or is it only 65 RM?).

anyway, just saying i was feeling quite high this morning. due to many reasons.

GASPPPPPP I FORGOT TO TAKE PICTURE!!!! DAMN IT!!

this happened on the train on some day.

i was sitting down. there was this pregnant lady standing few steps away but I didn't notice until the guy beside me gave up his seat. when he stood up he was like a bit haiz.. resigned. i think he was secretly hoping i would notice and give up my seat first but i didn't notice until he stood up. the pregnant woman sat down like she totally deserved it and didn't even bother to say thanks to the guy.

what world is this.... i think if i had given up my seat i would have felt super buay song.............

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

i went out for dinner with lgh yest. and he made me recall this one occasion when he said some hurtful words to me during hall days. it's been a long time.. i didn't even remember what were those words. only this v horrible heartbreaking feeling. and he had to refresh my memory on what were the exact words he used. lgh you BASTARD.

but i also recalled other stuff in hall.. all the happiness and unhappiness. it was one of the most 刻骨铭心 period in my life. hall 6 shall forever take as important and irreplaceable a place in my heart as hwa chong. although you are really 王八蛋, i am so glad you were there alongside me during the hall 6 days. thanks lgh.

my new colleague has the same surname as me. so i came home and asked my dad whether she is related to us.

the preliminary conclusion is although we have the same surname we are not related through pple of the same surname. instead, we are in-laws two times removed. this is because my grandma and her sister both married pple with the surname 易. but these two 易 men are not relatives.

isn't that interesting? then i realised i do not know my granduncles' chinese names. and i do not know who are my 堂 and 表 uncles and aunties. and i most certainly do not know my indirect cousins and i do not know their children. i prob walk past them on the street without knowing this. so i suppose it doesn't matter if distant relatives marry each other without knowing they are distantly related.

i am v tempted to document the genealogy of my family. it's not that tough since my surname is so rare. but through what means? that's a good question....

Thursday, 25 June 2009

dear friends, i am correct la. dun plant doubts in my brain.

不到家 is correct one. as a phrase, this means you are not of that standard ie. 功夫不到家. 不到佳 doesn't exist, only got 不够佳 which would mean not good enough.

Sunday, 21 June 2009

clearing my emails and i realised lgh sent me a lot of this kind of married jokes.

My wife sat down on the couch next to me as I was flipping channels. She asked, 'What's on TV?'
I said, 'Dust.'
And then the fight started...

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I took my wife to a restaurant. The waiter, for some reason, took my order first.
"I'll have the strip steak, medium rare, please."
He said, "Aren't you worried about the mad cow?"
"Nah, she can order for herself."
And then the fight started...

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A woman is standing nude, looking in the bedroom mirror.
She is not happy with what she sees and says to her husband, 'I feel horrible; I look old, fat and ugly. I really need you to pay me a compliment.'
The husband replies, 'Your eyesight's just about perfect.'
And then the fight started.....

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I tried to talk my wife into buying a case of Miller Light for $14.95.
Instead, she bought a jar of cold cream for $7.95.
I told her the beer would make her look better at night than the cold cream.
And then the fight started....

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My wife asked me if a certain dress made her behind look big.
I told her not as much as the dress she wore yesterday.
And then the fight started.....

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I asked my wife, "Where do you want to go for our anniversary? "
It warmed my heart to see her face melt in sweet appreciation.
"Somewhere I haven't been in a long time!" she said.
So I suggested, "How about the kitchen?"
And that's when the fight started....

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My wife and I are watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire while we were in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?"
"No," she answered.
I then said, "Is that your final answer?"
She didn't even look at me this time, simply saying "Yes."
So I said, "Then I'd like to phone a friend."
And that's when the fight started....

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Wife: What are you doing?
Husband : Nothing.
Wife : Nothing ...? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour !
Husband : I was looking for the expiry date.

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Wife : Do you want dinner?
Husband : Sure ! What are my choices ?
Wife : Yes and no.

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Wife: You always carry my photo in your wallet. Why ?
Hubby: When there is a problem, no matter how impossible,
I look at your picture, and the problem disappears.
Wife: You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you ?
Hubby: Yes! I see your picture and ask myself ---
what other problem can be greater than this one ?

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Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your
worries, troubles and lighten your burd! en.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet !

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Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning,
he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing.
Son: But mom, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

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A newly married man asked his wife
" Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune ? "
"Honey," the woman replied sweetly,
" I'd have married you, NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE ! "

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Girl to her boyfriend: One kiss and I'll be yours forever.
The guy replies: Thanks for the early warning.

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A wife asked her husband:
What do you like most in me, my pretty face or my sexy body?
He looked at her from head to toe and replied:
I like your sense of humor.

Thursday, 18 June 2009

i've been having dinner with friends for the past three nights. i suppose it's good for my soul. it's really great chatting with you finkie bud. but some topics got stuck in my mind. like your project etc.

oh ya. i think i will start thinking abt my birthday list for the year. it will make me happy i suppose.

work's abit unpleasant these few days. sigh. somethings i'm quite sian abt. like how pple can collate the same report for one yr but tell you they dunno who provide the slides.

like how interns can end internship without handing over their work or even telling you. but i suppose i will survive all these. just bite my teeth and dong until 6pm.

i remember there were other things i wanted to say. but well. okay so let me think about my birthday wish list.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

zhi. i just recalled more embarrassing stuff i never want other pple to know.

did you even tell your family that doggie bit my rabbit's nose and snatched my chicken wing and i was so angry i beat my doggie?

DID YOU TELL THEM?!?!?!??!?!?!??!

Sunday, 14 June 2009

i love tudou so much i want to build a shrine for it.

if only time would stop while i catch all the shows i'm interested in.

how i wish i am a student again

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

there's nothing wrong with my blog. i dunno why it doesn't show up on IE?

IE's lousy. use firefox! or chrome! or opera! or watever..

i just drove the car my sister rented from singapore poly all the way back home.

i think i have nv been so stressed up in my whole life before.

i got nothing more to say.

ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Sunday, 10 May 2009

i finished reading my books. although there are many others waiting, i'm sated. more alive? more at peace surely.

the one i just finished is rai kirah trilogy. with each book it gives the story more dimensions. so very deep. i find the losses they suffered regretful which proves carol berg's masterful skills at creating life-like characters. it's a pity the last two books were not as touching as the first. i think it's got to do with the main character. somehow slaves see the world with more depth and their emotions, intentions, thoughts and reasons are more touching.

and so i shall move on to happier thoughts. look forward to doing other things.

Monday, 27 April 2009

i laughed when i read this. scummer = shit

Goodwin and Pearl and I slept while mages worked on us. A scummer bath will kill someone that's all cut up unless Lord Gershom pours coin into mages' hands, saying, "Don't you let them die."
So I was told, anyway.

the power of MONEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, 26 April 2009

i think it was thursday? my mum went to taka to spend her vouchers. i went there for dinner (happy thai food). when we were on our way back, we passed by chanel and they were having some cocktail thing. very exclusive and blah. not that i give a damn of course. i was attracted cos there were very nice music coming from the front of the shop (which was fenced up by those chinese-like wooden barriers). on the escalator up, could see some musicians playing. wahhh this is class for you man. dun play classical pieces on the sound systems. EMPLOY some musicians to perform live for you. *wolf-whistle* the thing is it's a violin piece that i like but i can't remember the melody le. sigh..

i think i am no longer friends with someone. it just died off. which is a pity i suppose. but i've also come to terms with fact that friendships just dun last forever. and me being the tortoise that i am, just can't be bothered sometimes to extend my attention to all my friends. i think i'll suffer from withdrawal symptons if someone took my laptop away from me. i guess the lesson here is accept that the friendship ended or needs ending and move on with life.

and how are you my friends..?

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

It is infinitely easier to blog rubbish now that there's this email blogging service.

I just suddenly wanted to shout out to the world. 4 months since i got my phone! And i love it to the max!!!

Lgh i'm waiting for my big treat.

And i know i've been a tortoise. I miss you all my friends!!!

my first mobile blog entry. Just trying out. heh

life is freaking tough!!!

the result of not locking your phone well AND managing to dial 1800XXXXXXX by some mysterious luck --> $9.

!@#$%^&*()

really freaking mysterious luck.

Wednesday, 15 April 2009

i really dun like to watch this kind of clips. but it's too hateful not to spread this.

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

Monday, 13 April 2009

my phone has something running abt inside when i shake it.

the sound is pissing me off. i wonder if anything flew out when i dropped it a few days ago.

ahhhhhhh damn it!!!!! !@#$%^&*()

Sunday, 29 March 2009

thai lang classes times for the lazy elvin wong! got more but i deleted those ccs that are in the north. not sure which cc nearest to you. but most of it seems to be on weekdays~~~~

Friday, 20 March 2009

I've just finished reading a nice series of books called horsemistress. the story is quite good. the style is commendable. it's not like woven webs, with small connected webs elegantly fitting into the big story. it is unmistakeably an adult series yet it has too candid and fathomable a style to be compared to the likes of tad williams. the storyline leans close to trudi canavan's apprentice series but surpasses. but then again, trudi canavan wrote the apprentice series for youths. some joker's review on amazon criticised one of the obstacles or irritants as a 'one-dimensional copy of draco malfoy'. which i'll have to whistle in reply to express how impressed i am. i never realised draco malfoy was 'three-dimensional'. maybe the joker can enlighten me? besides the usual snarling which even the best literature student can only analyse as "snarling face = bad mood/antics twarted/bad guy", how 'real-life' is draco malfoy? i like the harry potter series but maybe pple should read more of the genre before they crown j.k.rowling queen of fantasy. and kindly provide some justification if they do.

Tuesday, 17 March 2009

i suddenly thought that i wanted to learn how to speak thai. hah!

i think i'm too in love with asian languages. and i thank gods i am born chinese! i cannot imagine the stumbling steps of learning chinese as an adult and not knowing all the itty gritties of the chinese culture.

i want to learn thai language! :))))) anyone else interested?

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and i really dun like smokers. most esp so in the bright early morning when the air should smell normal.

Saturday, 14 March 2009

i think the place i live in is so pretty. esp when the sun is setting. i really must live in a place where i can see the sun moon stars and sky.

and because it happened again, my dear friends, pls enlighten me. which part of me doesn't look like a singaporean!!!!!!!!!

pls, participate in the discussion actively!!!!!!

Saturday, 7 March 2009

i haven't blogged for quite a while. which must be good. cos most of the time i blog i am kb-ing someone or something.

but it's also quite sad. i nv thought i would fade out of blogging. i haven't actually. but these days thinking more of the abstract ideas and not penning them down in this blog because it's so paperish. if you understood the previous line you're "wow!". i dunno how anyone can understand what i mean by paperish. ya, maybe what i wanted to say is this blog is now more of random thoughts and events. so all my philosophical ideas and idealistic dreams are elsewhere.

so anyway, i was thinking i am blessed to be surrounded by so many friends who support me and give me strength to live the next day better. my gods and buddhas, must bless and protect my friends!!!

Wednesday, 18 February 2009

i want a long good slp. really dozing from all the process discussions. my poor process consultant who stayed awake and talking through all of it. poor thing.

i'm penniless this month. all the bdae gifts and treats and good dinners and meet-up-for-lunches. i spent 300 plus so far for february. wow. and february is not over yet. 5 more days before my near pay day. i must survive on air.

sigh. i really can't get sick of japanese cuisine. hoping for more all over again....

AND I DIDN'T FALL SICK!!!!! that's the best thing man. woohooooo.

Sunday, 1 February 2009

most don't remember how blessed to have their friends beside them.. so let me keep that in mind.

my friend's msn put fickle pple are disgusting. BUT I'M FICKLE! =( that's sad.

something i read in a book

"Blaise? When Luke asked you what you wanted, and you said nothing you could have... what did you mean?"
Blaise tilted her head back and examined the ceiling. Then she looked down. "Does anybody ever want anything they can have? Really?"
"I... don't know."
Blaise clasped her knees and rested her chin on them. "If we can have things, we don't really want them anymore. So there's always something out there that we're wanting and not able to get... and maybe that's good."

wow. haha. philosophy!

Saturday, 31 January 2009

i love my friends.

grateful and appreciate can't begin to cover what i feel seriously.

i love kuan yin.

i think love is underrated. i hope she knows.

i love my god! i think he is not aware of the full extent.

i feel blessed today. green leaves seem more vivid than it is under the sun.

Thursday, 29 January 2009

feeling lost. lost lost lost lost.

the world is so wideeeeeeeeee. surely there must be something i want to do?

surely there is something that i would love doing and is meant for me to do?

i just feel so no-where. like a sore thumb jerking out.

or maybe it's just pms emos.

Friday, 23 January 2009

pissed off. after wat? 19 days of not blogging the first entry is because i super duper freaking gan du lan abt my new colleagues. SO MUCH things to niao about.

i rotated to a different unit after 6 months abt 2 weeks ago. and my work started to flood. that's irritating enough. not to mention the fact that my new colleagues are SERIOUSLY not friendly not helpful. walk on ice? leave me OUT OF YOUR GAMES DAMN YOU. my boss and other colleague had to tell me need to be careful ard the pple i'm seating with. that's so helpful advice. if you could further pinpoint that would be much more helpful you know?

i seriously cannot understand how everyone in a group can be so unproductive. or no. too productive dancing ard each other. *roll eyes*

i was talking to this colleague abt finances stuff. and this is someone who was an accountant. why is it that i am able to pinpoint the missing logic of what she is saying and she is unable to? is she too blind to see things? there was one point i was talking abt for three or four times. using examples, not using examples. AND SHE JUST COULDN'T GET ME. HELLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOO. and another acct got me in just 1 minute. and then finally when i happened to talk abt it using the realllll case, she got what i was saying. i think it's just plain reluctance to believe there are problems right under her nose.

AND i hate it when pple tell me we just have to make do and give what is there. if it is 100 percent WRONG. then pls! what's the point? esp if this is numbers you are talking abt. you dun have to tie down to the last cent cos of rounding whatever. but don't tell me to give what we have cos that's what others give us. if it's totally wrong then it's as good as dun have!!!! how can someone be so unprofessional? is that the result of working for yrs?

worse still now. here i am trying to HELP HER with her problems so she won't need to face it every month. and i point out a solution, she went "it won't work". why? "it just won't work!" why? "people are not smart even if you put it under their nose." if that's the case, i say they're not worth their pay and flag to my boss to handle.

and then someone had to come and tell us to go to a meeting room cos we were disturbing her. that's so nice really. if i am your boss, would you do the same? wear your earphones and blast your music to shut us out, because, when you talk loudly that's what i do. SCREW OFF!!!!!!!!

my impression of this group really sux now. i never knew a group to be this bad after just two weeks in it. i am starting to miss my old group and colleagues. eric ang is interested in going in because he likes the work there. good for you. i hope you enjoy your life really. i think i am going to suggest to my boss i will cruise through my time there. engineer? make a difference?

hah, are you shitting me?